struggling..

strugling thru the sand, fighting against the sea....trying to find the strength to call myself meh....

Disillusioned at times, i batte with my soul..grabbing it by the neck ..and trying to take control..helpless as i am, i still don't fail to see the lords utmost power and his infinite mercy...

therefore I am thankful as much as i can be..But I am not thankful enough out of all honesty..i may BOW down my head.. i may drop down to my knees...But it won't be enough to straighten up this............

source: Struggling...