4 all...please read:sarah's story

this email was sent to prof. AMR KHALED in september 2003 by sarah: I am a Lebanese girl with a Muslim father and Christian mother, I lived in Lebanon for the first 10 yrs of my life and then I migrated with my parents to Australia where I was completely cut off from any Arabic Culture or Islamic teachings, until I am 22 yrs old now, for I am a Muslim by name only, I do not know how the Quran looks life, I do not know the fatiha and do not know how to pray and religion does not play any role in my life whatsoever. Then my parents got divorced and they each re-married, I entered university and both my parents left Australia, they left me alone with no family or siblings and without knowing anything about my family in Lebanon. I lived alone and was forced to work to afford living by myself for I go to university in the morning and work at a bar at night and I have a boyfriend and have not left anything harram, except that I have done it, for I have completely adapted the Western way of living. I know very simple Arabic and I am very beautiful and I participated in a beauty queen's contest in New Zealand and I won in the city I live in. I am now preparing to enter a bigger contest in NewZealand, and I have become a supermodel on the cover of many inappropriate magazines, and through all this, I was visiting a family of Lebanese origin in Australia and they were watching a halaqua for Amr Khaled about 3ifa (modesty, purity, chastity) and it had the website on it, and I completely fell apart b/c I felt he was speaking to me. I ask if allah can accept me prof AMR KHALED sent here back an email on the same day telling her that ALLAH SWT yaghfer athnoob and ALLAH is GHAFOR,and told her many stories of many peoples and how they came back to ALLAH and how ALLAH accepted them! 2 days later sarah sent: I Cant Belive that allah can forgive me ,I cant stop crying, I need to learn How to pray to allah then prof.AMR sent her asking about her adresse in newzeland to send her cassettes of shaik MOSHARI RACHED and all his records: SARAH sent her address: The address is: 28a cornhill st,North east valley, Dunedin, New Zealand then AMR KHALED sent her the records: sarah sent back to amr khaled again : I dont know how to thank you... No one takes care of me like you... I wish if I have a brother like you.. 2 days later she sent : Salam aleekom, are u ok? I have a big surprise for you.. I learned sorat al naba.. I can say it without looking to quran.Im gonna pray with it. only one week later she sent: Salam aleekom ,I learned surat youssif , I thought that I will not but alhamd lellah Only one day later sarah sent: Salam aleekom ,Iwear heejab ,and left my boy friend, and I left the comptetion 3 days later sarah sent : Salam aleekom, really I dont know how 2 thank u. I wish if I can live more 2do something to islam,But it seems god wants something else. Anyway alhamd lellah after this ;email prof amr khaled and his wife ola called sarah ; she told them that she have a brain cancer and she has to be operated surgically with 20% only as a chance to rest alive ,and within 2 days sarah sent the rest of her messeges : **Salam aleekom, do you think that god will forgive me? Do u think that iI will go to janna? or God will put me in the hell? **I love God , Iam talking 2 him now hope he loves me too **I want my mother to call me before friday Iam sure she will be sad and May be she will come to see me I didn't see her since 1997 **Salam aleekom, Im going to the hospital,I live 22 years away from god but from 3 weeks I swear that I left my boy friend , and I wear hjaab only for allah ,I don't know muslims except you and the visitors in the forum , so please pray for me and for my mother **The latest Message is from Sarah Friend Sarah is dead,Im so sorry for your loss Source: amr khaled's forums www.amrkhaled.net :sad::sad::sad: