todays thoughts

bismillah

they say i cant believe he single with the talent to write

i guess they cant see whats no longer in the dark

but basking in bright light

as if they cant see ukthis and ahkees not deening right

but we all muslim right

like they cant understand what was left for us

nikah is one of those that should be ruched

but in todays time moving slow is the way to go

he wants to marry for the sake of Allah to complete half his deen

finding his hijabi/niqabi queen

hes got a daughter so he cant have a wife serverly daeef in the deen

thats why he laugh silently if they say he extreme

his disere he trys to make them for his rabs sake

as the hell fire is surrounded by desires for the dunia sake

simple he trys to live

hes not flashy low key dnt wrry how much he make yearly

they think because he write about wanting a wife

 that his faith is weak they cant see the strength of the words he speaks

but with a smile he takes it in stride

so to all jazakullah for the advice

my faith is strong inshallah my future is bright

and when its time my lord will send my wife

untill then steadfast and pateint i remain

follow this deen like the men of faith that in the quran are giving praise

do everything inshallah in my lords name

for every test is a test of faith

even the test to find your mate

so i write for my lords sake

and to my heart a voice

i know soon my lord will bless me with an ukhti that can appreciate the gentelness and strength in me

the balance fairness in me

content with what my lord decress is how i uptain inner peace

thanks to all for the advice and the time u took to read this poem my apologies for any misconception that i am stressing im not dieing for a wife just waiting patiently jazakalah hu kirah asalamu alaiakum warathma tulah