I wish I am Shuhada

Before i went sleep last night, i was listening to anwar al-awlaki's lecture about the Day of Judgement. The Day of Regrets, where everyone is regreting what the had done in their life time. The kafirs regret and wished that they were muslim, and the muslims regret that they didn't do better. Now, I quite regreting why I did this and that, why I said this and that, why I didn't do better to be your wife, why i didn't do better for my parents, why I didn't supervise my sisters better, why I didn't read the Qur'an better and more often in my spare time. Allah still Gives me time to fix it, Alhumdulillah But in Day of Judgement, I might the one who chewed their fingers because of the big regret. I wish I die as a Shuhada, where I don't have to face that Hour, where I sit inside the Green Bird's stomache until that Day comes. What can I do to be Shuhada?